“It’d be a Lie to say that I’m not nervous about tomorrow. Meeting new people has always been like Breathing to me. But… Meeting the friends of the boy you like.. now that’s Nerve-wrecking!”—And to think we’re going 'somewhere' alone, which I have no idea where and he refuses to tell me, before we go meet the friends.. that’s another thing to think about. I shouldn’t be thinking too much but.. GAH. aksjdhskjahdkjsa.
Finally had some solo time for myself for girly shopping today. I may have splurged quite an amount on what I bought myself today but hmmm, sometimes a girl really needs her ‘weapons’ before her ‘d-day’.
Body Shop; Eau de Toilette ~ White Gardenia
Biotherm; Aqua Source Skin Perfection Toner
SASA; Pomergranate & Peach Hand Masks
Cotton wool & buds
I got everything I intended to get when I stepped into the shopping mall.
The extra spending I did today…which I’m not exactly sure why I decided to get them now rather than later… coughperhapsto’gear-up’fortomorrowidunnoreallyomgcough.
La Senza Lingerie; I bought myself like 3 pairs of bra’s and like..10 panties! That’s a LOT for me in one-go, okay. But, I couldn’t help myself.. THERE WAS A SALE. HOW COULD I RESIST. I tell myself; I’d need them in time anyway~
As for the ever beautiful and fragrant Salvatore Ferragamo ‘Signorina’,
I’ve been wanting to get it since forever. Okay, not forever, since February actually. I resisted temptation for the past 6 months because it was too darn expensive. Destiny called when I entered SASA today to get my hand-masks.
In other stores, it’s usually around RM299. And I got it for RM239 today, saved myself RM60. When I signed for this, in my mind I was like "There goes my 5 day salary…."
Today’s spending may have burned a hole in my purse, but hmm, I’m still a happy and satisfied girl today~ Since I don’t usually indulge myself like this. :)
It’s been a great ’all about me myself and I’ day-out, and…
I’m ecstatic to wear a pair of LaSenza and spraying some Signorina when I head out to meet the boy tomorrow~ *flips hair*
mv starting with ‘wild and young’ balloon popping might mean that he’s gonna outdo the public that thinks he’s gonna be a nobody once he’s not wild&young anymore and continue to show amazing music even when he’s old
him having a leash on a tiger (the most fierce animal in korean…
With all the “anger” and regret that I had within me (in regards to the previous post), I told myself that if he does text me by midnight that night, I would let it go and just swallow it, because seriously, it’s something so stupid to be upset about?
True enough, he did. At Midnight, sharp.
"You asleep yet?"
I instantly thought to myself, “Jane, the guy likes you. What the hell are you doing? Why are you even mad? You’re being stupid. If he texts you before he sleeps every night, he’s obviously thinking about you..”
I mean, I’m never one to be jealous. Over anyone or anything. I always thought of myself as an open-minded person, to not over-analyse, to not over-think things because a lot of things are exactly as they seem. No hidden meaning, no hidden agenda, no nothing.
But why exactly am I overreacting to something he said, a compliment he said about some girl when he’s not even my boyfriend to begin with?
How have I turn into someone I would never bring myself to like if it was another person? How have I turn into someone so b*tch-sarcastically-crazy who goes, I dunno, bitch-fitty..? over a "I don’t usually like ppl who talk so much but ‘—-‘, she’s cute, and she makes everyone around her laugh haha".
Why have I turn into this?
I’d never imagine myself to be this way.
I don’twant to be this way.
He’s not even ‘mine’ yet. No wait, is there even a ‘yet’? I don’t even know.
That’s not even the point. Okay, my thoughts are all over the place right now.
Point is; he’s not even ‘mine’ yet and I’m already reacting like this over something so small and stupid. See, I do know it’s stupid, but I STILL FEEL UPSET. LIKE WTFFFF?
I don’t even know anymore. Someone, desensitize me please.